Now that the weekend's coming to a close, I wanted to post something here.
This weekend has been emotionally exhausting. When I was writing the Guest Blog, I never thought I'd get the reaction I did. I thought it'd be a great way to advertise the Pride Weekend and, personally, I was a bit honored to be worthy to be on Star Trek Online's blog, but I never expected this.
Don't let the thread replies fool you. The response to the blog has been unanimously positive. I've received mails, tells, emails, Facebook messages, and carrier pigeons thanking me for the blog post, for creating Stonewall Fleet and (This was probably the most emotional for me.) being such a good spokesperson for the glbt community.
People have told me stories about how Stonewall Fleet is the only place they feel comfortable because in real life they live in non-accepting areas. People have confessed stories about how Stonewall Fleet helped them come to terms with their orientation or helped them admit that they were differently gendered. One person told me I was a credit to humanity. The thanks have been in English, French, German and nerd. When PUGing one of the Nukura missions, I was recognized by a player as the blog writer and he was so happy just to run a mission with me. I've been brought to tears more times I can count this weekend.
While I really love Stonewall Fleet, I never imagined it could mean so much to other people. I usually think of Stonewall Fleet as just some guild in an MMO that I run. Let's face it, in the rest of the world, Guild Leaders and Trekkies aren't considered the coolest people in the world. But all of this has been a rather uplifting. That I could help so many people. (Don't worry though, I won't let it go to my head.)
I'm kinda speechless here. I'm not really sure where I'm going at this point, just that I've been so moved this weekend. I thank you all for the support and the praise.
I suppose the last thing I wanted to say was that I first contacted Brandon about the Guest Blog over a month ago. It killed me to keep it a secret the whole time, but I really wanted it to be a surprise for you all. So where you surprised? How did you first find out about it?